mind on

IF I WANTED, YOU WOULD SLEEP WITH ME
if i wanted you to want me 
i would not tell you i have the herp
especially when I do not have the herp

ITS SO HARD FOR ME TO BE MONOGAMOUS
is it because the polyamorous all try to be monogamous
or that they polyamorous do not think or speak of actions
as why i dismiss the words of the polyamorous you

* * *

a compartment of orgasms
fill tincture with desired medium
titrate to chosen dosage

titrate future income
manage expectations and fiscal cliffs
manage the future to just jump off

future goal present preoccupation
mind is on my money
hand is on my honey

* * * 

how long do you think we'll last ? six months?
I smile and do not respond to gypsy musings 
for gypsies dance and frolick and she too free to do anything but
and I too slow too late to do anything but
write

write about her musings that were not musings
write about the gypsy who wants a home
write about the home that wants a gypsy
write about my musings that are her musings that were not mere musings