know each other

the hallway burrow eat

hollow out

cold clap river where 

he diagnosed or whatever

for sale like junky old

sunny check pause

once burst

palm dive

long long wavy mane with grey,

my sometimes inner landscape is like, a sunny day on the sidewalk

in a small city in massachusetts that i've never been to.


misplaced resistance to sentimentality, for example over cheap objects

i collect rather than interactions or 

interpreting chronic longing as for the wrong thing.


growth is not symbolic, the richness of what you really like,

holding up a finger into a mouth a long time ago, quiet shining, 

where are the people i'm most vulnerable to

and safe with, still and big and changed already into my fingers.

cold squish hip like

the floor or whatever when i could sleep on the floor 

joyful sensation of normalcy in a freaky body

sun bored, arm to chest fold, to buy something

guestroom nostalgia or aestheticized workday

green tunnel, green bridge, running fabrication

my hot climate of the future

when the intuition is that this is not a decision to have a good feeling about either way

vacation flowers, vacation knots of sound or longing for ease

thready expectorant my body is like

so great also never has been what i meant exactly

success turns out to be trying the wrong way until it's no longer possible

other people are looking kinder and kinder

were it slightly more purposeful

skater wallet
blueberry mouth
hands pitched into mats of vegetation

chronically behind or convinced

being emotional vs. knowing what you feel

comfort that produces less of a need to be comfortable

everyone with removal of half thought doubt by old buddy ignoring ick

i just think that being angry vs. tired for example is more of a personality type thing

NOT lost, little ringing

drippy ice, throw that away when no one is looking.