a day in the life

what if i'm wrong

and you're wrong

we need to be more aggressive

how much

have i done

that you don't feel the same way

i'm told time and time again that i'm doing too much

but i spend most of my days

watching

waiting

anticipating

i see something that isn't there
yet

i feel ashamed

fear of a future unrealized

i live one day at a time

but dream in years

and i wonder why i can't get up in the morning

i wish i had more control

and shift to reverse

love the good

and handle the pain

fear of a present unrealized